I’ve decided I’m sick of the winter and ready for spring! It’s
been so gloomy lately I need to see some sun! It seems it is sunny when I have
to work and am stuck in the windowless lab at the hospital for 10 hour
stretches and overcast when I am off. I was able to walk the dogs twice last
time I was off, but this time there has been snow and wind, brrr and grrr.
My laptop memory is full and I’ve had to remove a bunch of
files to storage devices and
I have been madly making CD’s of my audio books and podcasts
and then I delete them to free up some space.
We’ve been dealing with a very sick cat lately and on Weds.
She left her broken physical body behind and moved on to another plane. We miss
her but know it is better for her now. I’ve been reading a book called The Pet
Psychic by Sonja Fitzpatrick and the chapter about losing a pet has been really
comforting to me.
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Belle sitting on a bag. |
One thing I did not want to deal with was the fact that she
was dying and would most likely need to be put down. I couldn’t face it and
tried to ignore it, I hoped she would die on her own, but our kitty turned into
a bag of bones, she was barely coherent and would not eat or drink for weeks.
It was hard to face it that the time had come to make that horrible decision. Yes
that hard decision was made and I still questioned it but right after her
passing I felt a great peace. As I hugged her soft fur I knew that was what she
needed, permission to go. Her humans were just hanging on and she did not want
to disappoint us. She was one of the best cats we’ve ever had. In remembrance
of our lovely Belle, I’ll tell her story…You are free now beautiful one, and I
will look forward to meeting you again one day when I make that inevitable transition
in my own life some day.
Belle was thrust upon a relative by her first owner who was
moving and did not want to take her with them to their new home. She was a
youth at the time, full grown but not very old. She had been declawed, and was
a common domestic black and white short hair cat. The relative did not really
want her. They had her live outside and were not very diligent in caring for
her. We lived next door. Our family was animal lovers and we had two cats of
our own. The cats had nice accommodations in our garage along with lots of love,
safety at night, and fresh food and water. Belle decided to live in our garage
along with our other cats. She chose to stay there. (The Pet Psychic says that
animals can tell if humans are animal lovers and will come to your house as a
result. Over the years we had several cats adopt us and decide to live with us at
that house.) We did not really mind Belle joining us because
she was a good natured and loveable cat.
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Belle keeping little Brianna company |
The time came for us to move to a new town and we wondered
whether we should take Belle with us. She was technically not ours but we had
been caring for her and she had lived in our garage for a few years by then. We
could not just leave her, especially since the neighbor did not really want her
anyway. We took her and our other remaining cat, Carl, with us when we moved
and we have enjoyed another 12 years with Belle since then. Not really knowing
how old she was, but adding up the time she had lived with us she was about 15
years old.
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Belle on the side cuddling with Jazzmin the chihuahua and a new kitten, Mr. Titus in the middle. |
Belle had her unique quirks as a kitty, she loved being
brushed, was a good purr machine, loved sitting on plastic bags, and loved sitting on top of our son’s back
when he lay on the floor. She would tell you of her love by nibbling on your
head while she sat up on the back of the couch. In her later years she rarely
even left the back yard preferring to sun her self on the deck, but occasionally
she would wander and taste the grass. Once in her more adventurous wandering
she got a foxtail grass stuck in her eye. After having the foxtail removed, the
eye unfortunately ulcerated and eventually was at the bursting point from
infection. She then became our ‘pirate cat’ with only one eye after the vet operated on her. She was so energetic and had a new lease on life after
that, in spite of being a senior cat. She had nicknames- one being ‘Blubber Cat’
because she was so fat and well fed at one time her belly nearly dragged on the
floor. I will always have fond memories of sharing a part of our lives with our
kitty, Belle.
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